The innocent love

 

The innocent love

there is a singer in me

who sings for my broken heart

there is a poet in me

who writes for you

there is a kid in me

who cries at night

there is a part of me still wanting to be with you

and there is also a part of me who isn’t fond of you

then comes my heart who gets stuck in between both.

The same way how we are stuck in this world

I usually don’t believe in after-life but if it’s with you, I even can go to hell.

So, the thing is she stopped talking with me

It’s been a year since we talked

It was then when I started writing.

I started writing to get over her

But the thing is I write only about her.

Listen I know that even you think about me

If not, then the way you still wear that black dress

Which I like the most every other day.

If not, then why you still spend the evening

At the place where we use to sit once together.

I know you still stare at my pic before going to bed.

Then what’s the issue?

when our hearts are connected why still pretending like I mean nothing to you?

What is it you afraid of?

The people?

Who only know to judge.

Without even knowing them.

The people who don’t even care

What’s the big deal if you are 28

And I’m 18

You have seen the world

So teach me

Teach me how to face things, like a teacher

Protect me, like a mother protect her child

Support me, like a father support his child

Love me, like no one ever loved.

Falling in love isn’t always in our hands

You are like a beautiful accident that I never

Expected to face

Perhaps it happened.

What do you call it?

Coincidence.

If you think so

Then I would consider it as the most stupid thing

We met because it was destined

Do you believe that

If I was born 10 years earlier or

You would have born 10 years later

Things would have been perfect?

If age is the only that matters then why

You didn’t get your perfect one till now

And why I didn’t get this feeling for anyone else?

Did you forget that night

When we were sitting on a rock

under the sky full of stars

the cool breeze passing through us making feel like heaven

and then you said

‘I wish! I wish the time freezes

And this moment never passes”

Remember the night when we use to talk

For hours and when it comes to hanging the call

You were like “is it necessary to end the conversation here?

Will be the next night same as this one?”

What about the day when I was having fever

But I could see you suffering all time

Do you feel all this is just a Coincidence?

I accept the fact that I’m younger than you

But why can’t you get that

I want to grow older with you.

Love isn’t about finding a perfect person

It’s about learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

History has witnessed has many love stories

Not all were successful

not all successful stories were of the perfect couple

There were some exceptional cases

Ours might be one such story.

We all want to act mature in love

But love is just being ImMature

And living like a child with only one person

Who can see our flaws and love them

Who won’t judge you for being you

Who can scold you for not doing things

But not make you feel down

Love is about how you feel.

Just think

When we were together

Holding each other’s hand

Unwrapping our darkest side to each other

Then age wasn’t a problem

Why now?

You can lie with words but what about the eyes

that sill stares at me when I’m around.

What about the heart that beats two times faster

If I don’t answer my calls on time

They can’t lie!

Now I’ll leave it up to you

Choose me

Or…..