I Still Remember

I still remember

The day you said

You want to hold my hand

I wish

I could have told you

That I just don't want to hold onto your hand

But I want to hold onto you 

For FOREVER

I still remember

The way you inspired me to write my heart out

So that one day

You'll get a chance to cheer me up

Whenever I'll recite my poem in front of a crowd

I wish

I could have told you

That I just don't want you to cheer me up only when I'll recite my poem

But also for the rest of my life

I still remember

The moment you got angry with me 

Just because I went out at the night

Bcoz you were protective for me 

I wish

I could have told you

That I loved the way you were being angry with me 

For ME

I still remember

Those days when we used to talk on video calls for hours

I wish

I could have told you

That I want you in front of my eyes practically 

And not just virtually

I still remember

When you used to teach me how to express myself in front of everyone

I wish 

I could have told you

That I would love to stay quiet 

So that you'll always be there to speak up for ME

I still remember

How you planned of us drinking your favorite Old Monk

On my 18th birthday

I wish

I could have told you

That for getting drunk 

I don't need any drink 

I just need your psychotropic eyes

I still remember

The way you always used to say

That you're showing patience in our THING because I was your little one

I wish

I could have told you

Not to be patient so that

I can see your impatient and childish side 

The one which gives me the right

To handle you like a mature one and treat you like my little one

I still remember

The moment when we watched a movie together

Even after being far away from each other and you said that

One day we'll be watching it sitting together

I wish

I could have told you

That no matter how apart we are 

But still, you're a very important part of my heart