Dear 1st Crush

I had fallen for you

Even before 

I could understand what is love 

I was so head over heels with you 

That your one look at me

Would drive me crazy

You were the most famous and naughty guy in the class 

And 

I was that innocent girl 

I used to make excuses 

To come to your class 

And have a look at you 

Those last pages of my book 

Had our names together

With so many hopes and dreams

It was for the first time that

I had written a love letter for someone

I tried to look my best 

Everyday

Just to get noticed by you

Your birthday 

Was like a Festival for me 

I still remember

That Sunday 

When you visited me 

I never expected such a thing could happen 

I had gone crazy that day 

I wish I could stop the wheels of time 

Remember, That Science Fair

When you stood beside me 

It felt like heaven 

But as we know every story has a Twist

And here comes a twist of our Story 

Even before our love story could blossom

You disappeared like you never existed 

I was so innocent back then 

That I never realized you could love me the way I loved you

I created a fantasy world within myself

Where we had our so-called Happy Ending

But, those Happy Endings only 

Existed in SRK's movies and Chetan Bhagat's Novels

Not in real life 

You cracked those illusions which I created for us

Like it was a curse for us to be together

I had always known

That we were never meant to be together

But, I still hoped 

Because my heart was not ready to accept the truth

I don't blame you anymore ……